highly contagious

it's a great start of the week for me. i was overwhelmed when i opened my mail this morning. the big bosses were impressed by the project we made, which i was the lead. i remember being so nervous about it since the responsibility was all on me. but i gave it my best, and i am really glad it turned out fine. another proof that nothing can really drill me down when i put my mind and soul into anything.

i feel really lucky that i am surrounded by people who genuinely cares about me. with no hidden agenda whatsoever. i've been in my moodiest state ever these past few weeks, and i never realized that a lot about me has changed within less than two months. i am just so blessed that i am at the right place and with the right group of people this time around that i needed another soul to keep my mind in perspective. that i needed to grow up fast, and that there are far more important things in life than wallowing about unrequited love.

last thing i heard, hatred is contagious nowadays. it's everywhere, resulting to some people thinking highly of themselves. i, of all people, have every right to give in to the virus and wholely hate people and have an ego boost and think highly of myself for comfort. but honestly, i don't have hatred within my system. maybe i've been through a lot since last year that i felt it towards all the random situations that i've been in. i gave it to all the bullies i've faced that i've already ran out of it.

i know where i stand and i never stepped on anyone's foot.

so hate me now, hate me tomorrow or hate me forever. i don't really care.